ANTARCTICA AND OTHER MYTHS
Miguel Serrano
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The return of the ice 33
The south is the world of the waters and its beings, like gods or ghosts, emerge from its depths.
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The decision to publish this lecture has had to be carefully considered. It was written to be heard and not to be read. Thus, it had to be corrected with its publication in mind. But things are born one way and not another. To dwell now on the style would be to ignore
the essence of something living and rhythmic. So I have decided to publish it just as it
was said, without altering in the least its original form. I have even added those
improvised paragraphs at the beginning of the first and second parts, which were
interspersed by me when this talk had to be repeated in Daedalus. I have reproduced
them as I remember them now.
The reader should bear all this in mind. Excesses of adjectivation, repetitions of
concepts, or overly redundant periods, are a necessity of spoken discourse. By its
essence, the spoken word is magic and the written word is not. Only by making an
intense and miraculous ef ort can it retain much of its influence. And this ef ort must be
made by the reader, taking into account the passionate approach to the author's
personality, which also struggles to remain present with him, through the printed word.
The following is only the outline of a subject that should be treated in a dif erent and
broader way. I wish it to be considered, in spite of everything, as an ef ort made with my
own life, of liquidation of emotions and of their external and internal projection at the
end of a culture and of a world in twilight. I do not have much faith in the ef icacy of
these things, because life must move away towards silence, which is the fruitful medium
par excellence. Especially in a fickle and impressionistic time, ruled by propaganda and
newspaper news. I could run the risk of being maliciously considered as a political
promoter, or surreptitious propagandist, of a certain myth, which is far from my mind,
because it would reduce my most ambitious aspirations, and against which I must fight
with all my might. My ties with the political past and with the emotion of the war are
now only a debt of gratitude in my soul, which I try to pay in the only way possible in my
present. But all these things are quite clear in what is written below, and those who can
still read and listen in our time will understand this.
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Ladies and Gentlemen:
I repeat this talk so that those who could not hear it earlier because of the storm,
lightning and thunder, an Antarctic manifestation, too, may hear talk now.
At the apex of my own years, I have stopped for a moment on the road and turned back,
to wait here for the new generations and leave them a sign, which does not matter if it is
false or true, for it only intends to be a manifestation and a communication that can
shake them. Because the walls of the house of the generations today are cold and dry,
with a greater cold than that of the ice of Antarctica, because it is a cold of the mind and
a dryness of the spirit.
For this reason, I would like to see in the audience some representatives of the younger
generations of Chile.
Antarctica is an exciting and, evidently, multiple subject. However it is treated, it is
exciting. I have had to choose the subject of this talk between giving an account of what
I have seen and studied objectively in the expedition to Antarctica in which I have just
participated, and which lasted three months, or trying to explain to you a more intimate
and more difficult matter, which is also related to Antarctica and very especially to
Chile, as I see it, or rather, as I sometimes feel it. I could certainly refer here to the
technical aspects of the explorations, to the physical geography, to the metals, to the
uranium, to the coal and to the seagulls. To tabular icebergs and pack-ice. All this is also
exciting and I am passionate about it. But others have already done it, or will be able to
do it with more authority than me. This is why I have chosen a different topic that I
believe has not yet been explored in depth in its relation to Antarctica. If someone
thought to hear me talk about the first aspect referred to, this other one may, surely, seem
a little strange. And the fact is that this immense white continent, which extends over
fourteen million square kilometers, has something for everything and everyone. Thus, I
am not going to refer here to penguins, nor to uranium, nor to the rights of the peoples in
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dispute. And if at some point I come to deal with whales, I will do so only in the
symbolic and mystical way that Job did, or Herman Melville, in his White Whale.
Having said this, I enter the subject with the following reflection, which will serve us to
acquire distance and climate: As far as I know, ladies and gentlemen, the Chileans, the
beings who live here and were born here, are the ones who live and work here,
the beings who live and were born here, have never paid enough attention to what it
means to be born or live in Chile; to the fact of being Chileans.
The superficialism that nowadays has cooled this living being that is the earth centuries
ago, and that is how nobody thinks that there is a real and deep difference in the fact of
living in the north or in the south of the planet. North and south are undeniable and
indisputable geographical realities, but they are also psychic and moral realities in the
soul of the living being that is the earth. The technical and rationalistic culture of our
time ignores or despises these issues, which do not for that reason cease to prevail in the
background of the world and cultures. Until today, for ages, it has been happening that
all cultures and the races that represent them have derived from the north of the planet,
coming down almost from the hyperborean ice in Europe, or migrating from the great
Asian steppes. But these old cultures are bankrupt and seem to break the world in its
present agony and collapse. It is as if the north of the earth were entering an expected
recess, which still has centuries to come, and that it is now the south which is coming
into a period of activity and development. All that is in the north must perish and the
south begins to acquire preeminence in history. Towards the shadows of the lower end of
the world the mysterious current moves and the enigma and the myths begin to fertilize
the cold. That is why the duty of the men of the south is to try to understand the signs of
their destiny -which is imperious-, because the history of the world and the destiny of the
earth, which is ours, through the human conscience happens and only the feeling of the
living understanding can preserve the births affirming the infancy of things. Whatever it
is, whatever happens, our current mission is to preserve and save the south, integrating it
into our consciousness.
It is necessary to try to understand. What is the south, gentlemen?
As the title of this talk says, we will talk about myths and legends, that is, we will
deliberately move away from rational, or rationalist, thinking, that other "myth" of a
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civilization that dies and leaves nothing, other than corpses of machines and skeletons of
skyscrapers, which will not last in time, nor in the soul, what a ring on the finger of a
mummy of an Egyptian pharaoh.
Let us turn our eyes, for a moment, to the distant past when the earth was considered a
living being. The north was the brain of the planet, the noblest part. This North Pole,
where there are only islands and water, is more dematerialized because it is the organ of
a supreme function. On the other hand, the South Pole must correspond to the generative
part, to the sexual organs of the earth. It is there, at the bottom center of the massive
Antarctic continent, below the immense cap of eternal ice, where there is a great dark
and solemn cavity, which is the mansion of the Zinoc, or the demon, or the angel of
creation; from his fingers and his chest flow the generative currents, the irresistible
powers of multiplicity and forms. He is the Zinoc, or the demon, or the angel of creation,
something like the shadow of what exists above him, or in his antipode; his existence is
composed of the synthesis and the sum of all the shadows of the beings of the world.
At the death of men, he withdraws their shadows and reincorporates them.
And there, in the spiritual and moral counterpart, or rather, in the psychic reality of
Antarctica, this black angel lives. In his immense mansion, which is a bottomless space,
he moves and usually falls infinitely upside down, legs up, trying to reach, perhaps,
through the interior of the earth, the antipodal north of which he dreams and from which
he was proscribed in the original drama of creation. Let us imagine ourselves prey to this
being, who through us tries to speak his word, before freeing himself, and to spread his
great discourse of destruction, hate, love, life and death. Let us imagine ourselves in this
company and that we will have to come to feel love and pity for him who has none for
us; but who is a unique essential element - ours, our own - in the eternal plan.
Must the culture that will one day be born in the south, if any culture should be born in
the south, be inferior because of all this?
To answer this question I go back to the memory of something I read many years ago. I
got my hands on a book that said that the future epoch of Aquarius, which is the one that
astrologically will come after the present one, would fall on South America, which
would be the future continent of the plenary man. I did not understand this language, but
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something told me that I should pay attention to this matter, and then, always,
mechanically, unconsciously, these words came to my lips and I pronounced or quoted
them. What does this mean? Could it be that the man of the south will have to integrate
within his realization the totality of the forces and powers that were despised by the
disappearing civilization, including in their ”plenary", or total form, the dark energies of
creation and the real and effective sublimation of the sexual forces, respectfully and
mystically considered?
Maybe yes, and this alone would mean a dignification and reintegration of man in the
harmonic and throbbing succession of the cosmos.
This is how Chile becomes something extraordinary and how, to a certain extent, we can
explain the tremendous atmosphere that envelops our country and of which we ourselves
are hardly aware. Because it is very difficult to live and to know. And he who is an actor
can rarely be, at the same time, a spectator of his work.
We live in the south, enveloped in thick and malignant telluric influences, which
penetrate and corrode us, dissolving and softening us to the bone. Some of this we sense
as we sleepwalk, dazed by the slow and dull current of the days. How to escape from the
shadow, from the weight of the shadow? How to escape from the nightmare? The people
seek in alcohol or in misery; others, in suicide; and the majority, in a tired bitterness,
which is accentuated with the years, together with the impression of the failure of a life
and the nausea of oneself.
But it is the foreigners who can best inform us about this particularity. They see that the
Chilean is sad. And this violent sadness covers the whole of South America. Surely this
can refer to the indiscriminate mixture of races, to that bottomless abyss of "racial sin"
that has no resolution and that the tormented soul understands; but it usually happens
that also foreigners of strong and pure races become infected with time of this sadness
and particularity of the South American character, becoming part of this peculiar
”climate of the soul”.
I had a dear European friend, a Basque artist
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, who explained to me that he always had
the impression in Chile of living in a deep hole, in which he was sinking deeper and
1 Gorka Oteiza (editor's note).
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deeper and from which he could hardly get out. It's hard to get out," he would tell me,
"you have to climb up vertical and slippery walls, where I can't even dig my nails in.
And I fall and fall again". Yes, that is, a deep hole, in which it is hard to climb and in
which racially, historically, we are sinking. In Chile it is hard to climb, it is hard to live,
it hurts and it is heavy to live. The most tremendous work in South America is to live.
I had already written and spoken about this somewhere before, adding that Chile was a
"sacred hole"; that is to say, that the same thing that is the reason for our profound evil is
also that which makes us unique and lonely and that, someday, must be the cause of our
grandiose projection. That which today kills us can also make us stronger. And this is the
reason for an irresistible and loving attraction. The Chilean who wishes to flee, to leave,
lives and grieves abroad for his homeland. My friend wrote to me that he longed for the
nightmare of Chile with all the strength of his heart.
And the fact is that this Chilean disease resembles nothing more than a sacred evil. It is
something like epilepsy, which in the vivid intensity of a minute makes us go through
the seven heavens, with all its details. It is like syphilis, which at the same time that it
eats and corrodes transforms us into genius for two years of our life. Our generation, for
example, may not leave anything positive in time and history, looking at what is socially
understood as such. It may be that its material and breath work does not exist; but who
like it will have rushed to the dregs the intensity of the sacred drama, of a few years
already far away, and the unequivocal understanding of the last limits and the truths of
fire, drilling the dreadful loneliness? Who like this generation has loved and died in a
minute?
It is that, gentlemen, illness and health, or better, illness and improvement alternate with
their rhythmic tension to establish the glorification of life.
The Chilean is defeated by the enemy landscape. The malignant emanations of the earth
have been disarticulating him; because the truth is that the Chilean and the South
American man in general are still completely disconnected from his landscape. There is
no correlation between us and the contour, there is no balance.
In the struggle between man and the landscape, the generations are dissolved as in a
grandiose process of digestion. Illness and evil exist because man has not yet been able
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to develop the identical forces necessary to resist the climate of the south of the world
and to be able to fight and defeat it, becoming a triumphant element, because he has
been able to understand and give expression to the world around him.
One might think that it has not always been this way, at least as far as the lack of style
and social balance is concerned. That is to say, that in the generations of the Chilean past
there was more strength, more "style in form" and more enthusiasm and active greatness
than in the present ones. And this is effective.
It is that, for sure, the grandiose process of digestion develops in time. Chile entered its
historical life with the races and spirits that currently form it only a very short time ago.
It was strong and full of vitality races from Europe that came to settle in South America
and it was they who "superimposed” here in Chile a State in form, with an exclusive and
magnificent particular style.
Their strength, their enthusiasm must logically last for the necessary time, until they
come to feel the formidable impacts that come from the contour and from the remote
depths. Their children will no longer be as strong, with the fortitude of those, nor as
enthusiastic, and in this way, descending through the silence of this implicit battle, they
will reach us and those who will follow us.
The solution which is obvious and which has been put into practice up to now with
excellent results, but which in the long run must also prove ineffective, is that of
immigration. New men of refreshment to replace those who fall in the struggle and who,
besides having to fight against the landscape, will have to do so against men who have
already been negatively assimilated by it, and whom they will instinctively look upon as
their enemies. In Argentina, for example, we see today the enthusiasm and the effort of
the immigrants, who still have their strength, but who, if they do not spiritually
overcome the south, integrating themselves to it by means of understanding, will have to
be defeated tomorrow, in the same way as the old Creoles were defeated. In Chile we
have the case of the Germans of the south, who today are as abulic and assimilated to the
“climate of the soul” as the first Chileans.
It is our generation, undoubtedly, that best serves to illustrate the matter. And it is from it
that we draw the strength for the drama that envelops and moves us. Born between two
worlds, profoundly invertebrate, with almost no ties to the previous one, as if it had been
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born just when its parents were dead, it possesses the characteristics indicated. In her
social aspirations, a fatal fate transforms her into a bloody castaway of the most
cherished ideals. In her religious intentions, she lacks the firm will and tenacity that
would have saved her. And in the field of artistic and literary achievements, very few
people today remember the poets of a single book, or a single poem, in which they put
their whole life, burning in a passionate moment of maximum intensity. They would then
be left as empty and wandering empty lasts on a pilgrimage across bridges and rivers,
until their cursed end. I remember here, and more than one of you too, those glorious
years when we were all kings around the lighted night, together with the heroes of
yesteryear; I hear the voice of the old friends, who are no longer here and who left
young, because perhaps they were the beloved of the gods. It is for them, who knew how
to be heroes in a minute, that I still stand, or try to stand, with my last strength.... We will
go further, perhaps, but surely more annihilated!
The new breath, which will push it northward again, will be given to it by the
negotiating spirit.
There is also a magnetic pole in the south; but this pole only exerts its attraction on the
spirits.
Gentlemen, the compass of the soul is not marking the north, the compass of the soul is
marking the south.
At a certain age of our life we will hear this voice, which faintly, but imperiously, calls
us from the south. We will hear it as if from within us pronouncing a name, which is not
yet ours, but which must become ours.
Years ago, in Chiloé, in that strange world as if torn from other times, I felt this voice
pushing me towards the south. I did not want to resist it, but I could not go on either. I
would have liked to dive, to reach the bottom ends of the world, but I could not.
However, I had heeded the call and would only wait for a favorable occasion to fulfill it.
It was this year that I was at last able to accomplish part of the journey to the south of
our land. But the last southern extremes were not yet reached, because we still lacked the
preparation to get there.
So let us try to repeat this journey to Antarctica from here.
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Many of you must know our southern lands and have surely sailed through the distant
peace of the channels.
From the nearest southern lands, thick with trees, where the araucaria and the copihues
preserve the humidity and open, from stretch to stretch, clearings in their forests, where
the birds play happily and the heart longs for something distant, to the torrential rivers
and the snowy peaks, where a vanished race must once have subsisted, from these
exciting lands, let us pass to the world of Chiloé, distant in time. Here nothing reminds
us of the present and the great ferns and the lakes and their legends and the men who
inhabit it transport us to another age.
I remember waking up early one morning in Chonchi, opening the window and seeing
large black birds on the roofs, at the same time that barefoot women were coming up the
hills, covered with black shawls, like cloaks, and on their heads, large baskets of
cholguas. They were the women of Lemuy, who came to sell their products. A scene
ripped from some lost world, in the distance of a history without memories. Then on an
immense beach, next to the nalcas and the great waves of the Pacific, the same women in
black cloaks, on solitary rocks, with their small half-naked children, eating seaweed, or
cholgas, or ghosts of the sea. It seemed like a dream.
Crossing Chiloé, from Chonchi towards the Pacific Ocean, you arrive at Lake Huillinco.
And legend has it that it is to this lake where the souls of the dead go; on its shores they
wait, until a boat manned by angels approaches, to transport them to the immense sea,
from where they must soar into space. The ringing of bells accompanies them on this
ascent.
From Chiloé, further south, the real journey begins. It is the Patagonian channels that
give us a hint of what this world must have been like. Islets, lands that barely emerge
from the waters, with their soft soil, hot with humidity, soaked. Canelos, oaks, tepús,
mañíos, small carnivorous flowers, red coicopihues that, nevertheless, do not descend
from the copihues family, and the rotten earth, flabby, soft with water and thickness. Day
and night, weeks and months, years and ages, water falls from the sky and the
atmosphere becomes gray and melancholy. This is a world that barely emerges from the
waters, a surviving remnant of other times and of some great distant catastrophe, of
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which there are no memories left in the mind of man. A deadly mist invades the climate
of these remote and surviving presences, as if the soul of this landscape were that of an
old embalmed mummy, or the soul of the pyramids. It is the world of the waters and the
beings that inhabit it are the beings of the waters.
When we anchored one morning in Puerto Eden, countless canoes manned by the
Alacalufes came alongside our ship. I remember the scene of a half-naked woman,
covered in rags, nursing her child in the rain. I had the impression that from that mother's
breast did not come out milk, but water; because water is the food and life of those
beings, who while they lived naked in the rain were able to subsist; but who, dressed in
rags, become ill and die of tuberculosis. There is something frightful in the eyes of these
beings. He who has looked into the depths of those almost lifeless pupils shudders. All
the anguish, weariness, fright and helplessness of a race are reflected in their expression.
It is something like the loss of all hope, like the indescribable weariness of life and
eternity. A bottomless abyss and total misery? Let us leave them! They are slowly falling
of humidity and soft roots; their heads and eyes, and those stiff hairy crenellations,
sisters of the branches of the mañío, are hardly left outside.
It is here, in the Patagonian south, where we can better realize how little we have in
common with the landscape. This world corresponds rather to the expression or the work
of some other primitive people, which must have disappeared. A people of titans who
molded their inner realities in islands and mountains. More clearly: that landscape
corresponds to different ideas, different from ours, that world has other gods than ours,
or those that we think we have. For the right relationship to be established between that
landscape and us, we will have to impose our gods on it, or rediscover the old ones.
The south, up to this point, is the world of the waters; beneath them live their beings,
awaiting the moment of resurrection. For, it is written, the Spirit will emerge from the
waters.
Beyond, the luminous frame of the great mountains, the Sarmiento and Última
Esperanza ranges, with their snows, seem to show us the road to travel. But, as we
advance towards the end of our continental world, the water continues to fall and the
oppression increases. Only in Punta Arenas the wind comes to free us for a few
moments. And it is even further on, in Tierra del Fuego, where we come across a
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surprise that we did not expect, after having experienced the profound defeat and
abjection of the Alacalufes. The Onas, the surviving race of Tierra del Fuego, are not
abject, nor do they have that air of total misery and inner collapse. One can perceive in
them the past greatness of their lineage and there is the sign of a pride not yet conquered.
What is the reason for all this? We believe we have come to understand it; but we will
not dwell on this matter, leaving it for a moment more. For now, we will explain only
one thing: if our voyage were to stop at Magellan, as it often happens, it would be
incomplete and nothing more important would be obtained from it. We would have cut
off the current before its time, for the attraction continues to pull southward. And
although beyond Tierra del Fuego only the waters can be seen, the soul understands that
a force is pulling it and that a distant voice is calling it, as if beyond life, or beyond the
landscape.
Already in Punta Arenas, strange signs are perceived, a clear and pure aura, glimpses of
strange images, in open and nocturnal skies, and a wind that comes from another
universe, from some unexplored and not so distant point. This impression must have
been felt in the same way by the most ancient navigators who arrived here. It is
something like the certainty that beyond that sullen and gray sea there must be
something that can be reached. This atmosphere of miracle, this little air that we sniff
longingly and that bewitches everything, what is it if not the distant voice of the ice that
reaches here? The voice of Antarctica that calls us insistently from within, that requires
us, that needs us and that will be the only one that will be able to free us. From the center
of the ice, the great prisoner has fixed his eyes on us and has already secured us as an
easy prey. He calls us by name and leads us to him, to put the seal of his mark, which
will give us the pass to subsist and travel in the domains of the old south.
It is the Drake Sea, beyond Cape Horn, gentlemen, something like the purgatory of
souls, like Dante's dark jungle; a sea sullen and gray as perhaps was the mood of the
privateer who gave it its name. We sailed on it for two full days before reaching our
destination. On its waves and enveloped in its mists we advance, even feeling anguish
and nausea. It is not even the prologue of the world to come: it is rather its defensive
barrier, which must have discouraged with its blackness the daring ones who tried to
reach the Antarctic ice region. And it is an unforgettable morning, when we begin to
receive the first signs of Antarctica. The board birds, Wilson's petrels, with their wings
drawn, as if they had the noble coat of arms of the ice stamped on their chests, approach.
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And then come the whitest pigeons, almost transparent, as if they were pieces of ice with
wings, detached from the icebergs to come and visit us. The first ice appears on the
horizon, and in the white fog the peaks of Smith Island already stand out, like a ghostly
apparition, which fully justifies the ancient legends of Tierra del Fuego, which say that
sailing far to the south you will find “a white island that is in the sky". Its summits really
seem to emerge from the sky. And then, in an instant, the miracle happens: the fog clears
and, in the midst of an intense light such as can never be described, Antarctica appears in
all its ineffable presence, with its snowy valleys, its immense icebergs, its convulsive
and luminous mountain ranges and its bottomless abysses. I will never be able to
describe to you what this is. Neither in the previous landscape, nor even less in the gray
Drake Sea, is there any transition or hints to prepare us for this new reality and
existence.
It is something new for which there are no conceptual equivalences or premises in our
minds; it is something like an epiphenomenon, which must be felt, sensed, experienced
and which cannot be narrated or explained. For example, all of you, through photographs
and stories, believe that in Antarctica the sensation of loneliness and helplessness that
one feels must be something enormous. And yet the opposite is true. It is precisely there,
in the largest desert in the world, where one can never feel that impression of great
solitude that one experiences, on the other hand, in a mountain range of our central
valley. Why? It is a mystery. In Antarctica one feels the certainty of being always sailing
towards and accompanied by someone, or something, even in the vastest aridity of its ice
steppes. Is it the wind that roars in its domains, is it the thunder of the collapses in the ice
barriers, which is like the voice of God in the beginning of time, or is it the snow that
sometimes falls, or the fog that always comes and sometimes goes away? I rather believe
that it is the presence of light, of that unique light in the world -even through the fog and
shadow-, of that light that vibrates, that speaks, that speaks. Ah, the light of Antarctica in
the clear skies, over the fleets of icebergs, mute companions of those latitudes! The light
over those pure mountains, within which the souls of the heroes live! The decomposition
of the light in the twilight stained the sky with coagulated red until late at night. And
then a moon falling heavy and round announced the moment when the ghostly soul of
Antarctica multiplied in absurd forms and extra-human presences.
Rather than describing Antarctica as a painter, which is not possible, I try to do it
philosophically, in the form of new concepts. Patagonia and Tierra del Fuego are a very
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ancient world, brought to the fright of the remote; but they possess their own and
differentiated soul. On the other hand, Antarctica has no soul, it is like a dead man; or
rather, it can have all the souls within itself; it is international, undifferentiated, it is
beyond the human, beyond our present state. In order to coexist with it, a purely
collective aspect of one's own soul must come to the surface in us, a state which was
original in the early times and which will be consciously conquered in the future. Ice
means pure spirit, and, if we said before that the Spirit emerged from the waters, it is
true; but very soon the Spirit was transformed into ice.
However, in that continent of rest and death someone lives. A prisoner stirs, having for
his habitable medium the burning and eternal fire. Its inner flames are those that are
expressed externally in the cold and ice of Antarctica, its just superficial expression.
From there, from its center, that being pulses us in a merciless and ferocious way. It is a
fact, gentlemen, that in Antarctica men are seized by obsessive thoughts and terrors
(Amundsen spoke of the "embrace of the virgin of the ice"). And there will not be a
single expedition that has not suffered from the most absurd difficulties among its
members. For my part, in my dreams I had constant revelations of these things, which I
will keep silent, as intimate and particular experiences. The dream is the best instrument
that we possess to get in touch with the world. The dream and the flesh of Antarctic
beings, of seals and penguins, bring us closer to their reality.
It is only by traveling to those latitudes and adapting ourselves to the ice that we will be
able to develop in us, and dominate, the dark forces necessary to subsist, survive and win
in the harsh landscape of the southern part of the world in which we were born.
The black angel of creation, with whom we will have to fight to the death, pulsates and
gives us the pass. Antarctica puts its seal on us and the Lord of the World accepts us into
his domain.It serves us very well to illustrate this strange matter, the difference that a
moment ago we highlighted, in an admiring way, in the race of the onas. While the
Alacalufes give the impression of being a race that was defeated by the surrounding
world, the Onas have adapted and continue to adapt. What can this difference be due to?
It is the Portuguese anthropologist Mendes Correia who provides us with a luminous
thesis, shared in part by a North American anthropologist. Having investigated the origin
of these Fuegian races, he comes to the conclusion that they came from Australia, from
where they migrated in a very remote time, passing from the island of Tasmania to the
edges of the Antarctic polar cap, the lands of Edward VII, the Graham Peninsula, the
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South Shetland Islands and arriving at Tierra del Fuego through the Drake Sea, which at
that time may have been much narrower.
However this pilgrimage took place, it is evident that it must have lasted for years, the
ancestors of the Onas having to acclimatize among the Antarctic ice. A natural selection
thus took place that made them fit to withstand the climate of Tierra del Fuego, which
came to be dominated by the primitive stock. The Onas lived naked among the ice and it
is enough to look at those hairless bodies, depilated by the glaciers, almost identical to
those Fuegian rocks, which still preserve the traces of the snowdrifts in their polished
and washed profiles. The Onas or the Selknam already possessed the pass, and could
resist the evil emanations of this land that they shaped. On the other hand, the Alacalufes
must surely correspond to the outposts of those other races which, according to Professor
Oliver Schneider, came from the north, where they arrived from the east, or from the
Pacific islands, crossing the Bering Strait. They did not have the Antarctic pass, neither
the means nor the strength to reach there. They were also constantly fought and rejected
by the legitimate sons of the south, according to the legends of those regions. The
Alacalufes were defeated by the landscape, and the horror of that tragedy still lingers in
their dull eyes. Gentlemen, this is a very interesting subject; but one that we will only
have to outline here. We do not dare to walk further inland, because we often have the
impression of walking under a natural selection that made them fit to withstand the
climate of Tierra del Fuego, which came to be dominated by the primitive stock. The
Onas lived naked among the ice and it is enough to look at those hairless bodies,
depilated by the glaciers, almost identical to those Fuegian rocks, that still conserve the
tracks of the snowdrifts in their polished and washed profiles. The Onas or the Selknam
already possessed the pass, and could resist the malignant emanations of this land that
they shaped.
On the other hand, the Alacalufes must surely correspond to the outposts of those other
races which, according to Professor Oliver Schneider, came from the north, where they
arrived from the east, or from the Pacific islands, crossing the Bering Strait. Thus they
had neither the Antarctic pass, nor the means nor the strength to reach there. They were
also constantly fought and rejected by the legitimate sons of the south, according to the
legends of those regions. The Alacalufes were defeated by the landscape, and the horror
of that tragedy still lingers in their dull eyes.
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Gentlemen, this is a very interesting subject; but we will only have to outline it here. We
do not dare to walk further in, because we often have the impression of walking on the
edge of dangerous zones, in which we have no adequate means of expression, no props
and no immediate references. However, before finishing the first part of this talk, we
want to make it clear that Antarctica is an internal and unpostponable need of the
Chilean people, something that should belong to us by right, something that is requested
from within.
Our pilgrimage to Antarctica will become more and more necessary, if we want to
survive and win. And more and more travelers must go to that world and the number of
our expeditions must increase. Antarctica for the Chilean must become like Mecca for
the Arabs, and even more, as has already been indicated throughout these words.
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II.
Repeating this talk is like officiating a rite again. Even the new gods seem to float in the
air of this little room. May they help me!
Gentlemen, if I were to end this lecture here, the subject would be incompletely treated,
as you yourselves will be able to see later. It would also be misunderstood in the sense
that I wish to give to this exposition. For I am sure that all these things happen only to a
certain extent outside ourselves. And that is what I am going to try to explain in this
second part. Therefore, if to any of you what has been said so far may have seemed
strange and difficult, it is certain that what follows will be even more so.
As time goes by, I am more and more affirmed in the belief that only on an individual
basis can there be a solution to problems. In this age of collectivism, statism and
communism, the age of the masses, it is good to affirm already that none of these things
has the slightest importance for God. For all this happens mechanically within the
historical machinery of the "eternal return". And it is in the midst of this machinery that
the myth suddenly bursts forth, which is equivalent to something like a dream in
individual life, the language of the most ancient aspirations of the human soul in search
of salvation.
We are living today at a critical and definitive moment in history. If we do not want to be
thrown into the catastrophe of the worlds and despair, we must try to understand -today
or never- and affirm ourselves solidly in our different reality.
As we have been saying, we live in a continent that is wrapped in a very old soul, which
shows us a remote past, almost without memories in the human memory.
It is the Selknam, the primitive inhabitants of Tierra del Fuego, who in their myths and
legends teach us deeply about the most distant past.
Here, before you, I will allow myself to begin to narrate with them the beginning of
these things. The Selknam say that the world was created by Temauquel. Temauquel was
an infinite being, beyond everything, a presence unreachable and incomprehensible even
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to the higher powers of the spirit. Above and below creation, from its very existence, it
gave rise to the first world, at the beginning of time. It was a different world, flat,
without wrinkles, without rivers, with a low, almost white sky. Over this world floated
only the spirit of Temauquel, the unreachable. But behold, it was not Temauquel who
formed the first living beings, nor men. Temauquel did not want to meddle in these
matters and for that purpose he sent Quenos.
No one knows how or when Quenos came to this central and first earth, nor what was his
origin. It is thought that the firmament engendered him, leaning lovingly over the south.
And so Quenos was born, as if covered by a guanaco skin. The south of that time was
not the present south, but another very old south. And this south was his father and the
firmament his mother.
It was the first beings created by Quenos who modified the structure of that central and
flat land, transforming themselves into rivers and cooling the earth, which began to
wrinkle, giving rise to the mountains. They live there inside those mountains and their
magnificent forms can still be seen with the eyes of the spirit.
Quenos Quenos personally instructed the first ancestors of the Selknam, teaching them
how to dominate the body and the senses in order to become pure spirit, pure "caspi",
like Temauquel. And he even revealed to them the secret of immortality, which is
achieved by embalming the body inside the ice, in order to resurrect after long ages. The
same Quenós directed them in these practices, embalming them and washing away the
bad smell when they woke up. Quenós could immortalize his own life when he wanted,
until one day he got tired and ascended to the firmament, reintegrating to his mother's
bosom.
It was the Jon, Selknam magicians of Tierra del Fuego, who preserved the secrets taught
by Quenós and who still immortalize themselves by embalming themselves in the ice of
the south, to resurrect renewed in the most distant future. The Selknam also say that it is
in the south, there, in that "white island that is in the sky", where the spirits of their
ancestors move, living a life free of worries.
It is extraordinarily interesting to pay attention to these legends and myths and then to
draw analogies with the researches of the scientists of our time. It is the geographer
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Wegener who has most thoroughly investigated all that relates to the mysterious origin
of continents and peoples. His theory on the migration of the poles, studied in the Arctic
hemisphere, where he died doing his research, serves to establish the hypothesis of the
change in the position of the continents which, in turn, move due to the precession of the
equinoxes. In this way, Antarctica would have come to be, in a very ancient past, in the
position that Brazil has today, for example; which is also proven by the fossil remains of
large trees and tropical plants found in the high Antarctic mountains of Victoria Land, in
front of the Ross Sea, by Scott and Byrd. When the great layer of its ice, sometimes up
to five hundred meters thick, melts, who can say what men will find, and who knows if
the remains of distant and primitive civilizations will be discovered?
I have seen the graphic diagrams drawn by Wegener, in which it is supposed that all the
continents at first formed a single one (central, without wrinkles) and then began to
separate (to wrinkle). Thus were born the various continents, arriving that was moving
away first, until it was cut later to be Antarctica, one of them, from South America, as it
is still indicated by that umbilical cord of the peninsula of Graham, or O'Higgins Land. It
is like a newborn child, to which hangs the umbilical cord, which has not yet been cut. It
is curious to draw this analogy of births in the universe. Wegener's primitive scheme (the
happy land of the Selknam) resembles nothing more in its form than a shrunken fetus in
the womb. And the soul longs for that happy and secure time of the primordial womb.
Everything seems to depart from unity towards multiplicity, towards individuation, to
surely return to it at the end of time. And this law from far above is fulfilled in the same
way far below. Because the cosmos resembles nothing so much as those old Chinese tea
boxes that had another tea box painted on them, and inside this one was painted another
little box just like it. And so on, until you lose sight of it.
Wegener's hypothesis also agrees with the legends and traditions of the most primitive
peoples of America and Europe, who have whitened from the disappeared continent of
Atlantis. It was Plato who referred to the island of Poseidon, the last surviving vestige of
this extraordinary continent. That central land of which Wegener speaks and to which the
Selknam refer in their legends, could it have been Antarctica? Undoubtedly, when it
separated, it must have sunk part of its territory in the waters. But the truth is that both
Wegener and the Selknam seem to place this central land in a much more primitive past.
Rather, their accounts agree with that of that other legendary continent, also disappeared:
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Lemuria. The traditions say that Lemuria, in the south of the world, was inhabited by
soft and gigantic beings and that its skies remained covered with thick hot and humid
mists; it was a flat land, without wrinkles and that it was destroyed by fire. The existence
of Atlantis may rather coincide with the nearest time when Antarctica was a world of
temperate climate. What then is Antarctica today? What mysteries does it conceal in its
repose, in its embalming, in its death? Was it Lemuria, was it Atlantis? Only on the day
of its resurrection will we know.
What does seem certain is that there was an Atlantic continent that has disappeared
today. At every moment, signs, racial similarities, languages or traditions among the
most distant peoples are indicating it. Legend describes this world as the one where the
golden age of the human race flourished. Men attained the highest wisdom and progress,
becoming, at the end of their time, masters of supreme energy, having found part of their
territory in the waters.
What does seem certain is that there was an Atlantic continent that has disappeared
today. At every moment, signs, racial similarities, languages or traditions among the
most distant peoples are indicating it. Legend describes this world as the one where the
golden age of the human race flourished. Men attained the highest wisdom and progress,
becoming, at the end of their times, masters of the supreme cosmic energy, with which
they precipitated their own destruction and the disappearance of their world. Also the
Atlanteans, as often happens, neglected their moral evolution.
Throughout space, man is united by his soul and his myths. The Greeks agree with the
Selknam in their legend of the Hyperboreans, perfect beings who lived among the
northern ice. Apollo traveled every winter to these mansions from where he returned
rejuvenated and owner of the secret of eternal youth.
On the other hand, there are such strange stories about Antarctica as the one written by
Edgar Allan Poe under the title of Adventures of Arthur Gordon Pym. Most of you must
have read it and will remember the cruel malignity of the beings that in the story appear
inhabiting these regions. A strange race, with black teeth and thick lips. Then, the
voyage of Gordon Pym in a canoe, accompanied by an Indian, and in which they are
swept away by the current that carries them southward. A fine rain of white ash falls
from the sky and the Indian, who cannot bear this color, dies pronouncing the mysterious
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word "Tekeli-li". It is then, and at the end of the story, when the horizon clears, the fog
opens up and the vision of the white giant appears over the sea, surely over the pole.
Did Poe know the legend of the Selknam about the Jon who inhabited the “white
island”? Or did he also know about the prisoner of Antarctica, who lives on its black
bottom, and who surely for this very reason looks white?
Gentlemen, let us put an end to these stories and return to the world that we improperly
call real.
In the moments in which we find ourselves together, me explaining these things and you
listening to them, great events are taking place. A culture seems to be dying, if it has not
already died, and, at the gates of the disintegrating world, the ever-renewing hordes of
the barbarians lie in wait.
The dying Western world leaves nothing behind, and has not yet been able to ascend
from its premises to its best achievements. This moment we are living today also seems
to repeat itself constantly in the history of mankind: a dying culture and a barbarian
world lurking at its gates. There is even the historian who affirms it as a fatal fact of
human history and that tries to verify this phenomenon as being realized through the
past, in order to project it as an inescapable fatality of the future. The history of culture
would thus be like the life of man, which from the cradle comes to the grave, or like that
of the tree, or the plant; like everything living, which grows and dies, to give way to the
new, which will always repeat the same thing.
I wish now to touch upon a difficult and rugged subject, for which reason it is better that
I do so by relying on certain authorities generally recognized by you, or by the circle that
was of contemporary thought.
Spengler is the historian who made a whole philosophy of the cyclical repetition of
history. And no one can deny that his thought is being fulfilled in our time almost down
to the details. It was he who first saw in Bolshevism an Eastern phenomenon ready to
corrode like a worm the basic structure of Western civilization. A phenomenon similar to
what happened in Rome in the times of Christianity. After the next war," he said, "in
which Germany can be annihilated because it is the middle camp in Europe, the center of
the whole drama, there will come a long time of internal revolutions, of civil wars, of
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cold war, and not to be forgotten, but a long time of internal revolutions, of civil wars, of
cold and undeclared war; until the disappearance of our world and its replacement by
another. For the world itself can also be renewed, reborn.
But it is evident that Spengler did not consider something very important for the
development of his own process. For it is not enough for a decaying world to be replaced
by a barbarous world full of biological vitality for the birth of something new to take
place. Here, too, it must happen as in the beginning of all things. There must come the
breath of the spirit by whose power the brute matter is organized and conforms to a new
and miraculous equilibrium. And it is then and there that the myth is born, bursting in
the midst of the mechanical gears of the fatal historical process. For the myth of the
phoenix to be realized and for a world to be reborn from its ashes, another myth must
first be realized among men, springing from the depths of their emotional souls.
This is how it has always happened and it will not be the time today for this law to cease
to happen. For the word, or the breath, of the Spirit acts from within outward, expressing
itself historically in the symbolic language of mythical events, which at a given moment
sweep away the conscious will of men.
Clarifying the same idea still further:
For history to renew itself and always begin again, it is not enough with the purely
biological fertilization of the barbarians, it is also necessary that the soul of man feels
enthusiasm for something again, passion, love and hatred. And this only happens when a
dramatic event occurs among them, leaving them intrigued and moved in the depths of
their unconscious. It is the historical myth, to which we have made reference, that to act
only possesses a language and an argument, which also repeats itself always the same,
with the only variant of the towns in which it is verified. Its symbolic language is like
that of dreams, in such a way that it is as if human society suddenly entered into a
dreamlike life and its unconscious was the perennial source where history is renewed
and where it is gathered more deeply.
Against this event, the conceited conscious will must be powerless, as it is powerless at
certain moments of individual life when man yields to a violent and overwhelming love,
to a great inspiration, or commits a crime of which he never thought himself capable.
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It is in the sources of Western rationalist culture itself that we find the germs that cast
doubt on its efficacy. Spengler must be complemented by Count Hermann of Keyserling
if his philosophy is to be brought even more into line with reality. Just as Spengler
narrates the biological and physical mechanics of historical processes, it is Keyserling
who has concerned himself with their psychological realization, by describing the
spiritual procedure of the birth of myths in history. This philosopher says that at certain
moments in the history of peoples, extraordinary beings appear, whom he calls
magicians. These beings possess the power of the "Logos Spermatikos", to use his own
words, that is to say, a fertilizing force of the social environment in which they live,
becoming something like the creative elements used by destiny to renew the life of the
soul of the people. The characteristics Keyserling assigns to these beings are: a short life,
a fundamental condition for the profound effect of their action, which will be
overwhelming as a force of nature. They die soon, for they burn in their own fire.
At his death, or his disappearance, always tragic and mysterious, the collective
unconscious of the multitudes, which has remained "in love, fecundated, is not resigned
to the disappearance and, as it intuits the great implicit conditions that the magician did
not manage to realize in his brief passage through life, it gives birth to legend and myth,
then, it gives birth to the legend and the myth, which come to be, transferring the events
to the plane of psychic realities, precisely all that the magician could have done and did
not do, or all that it is believed that he could have done. In this way the legend
corresponds to something real.
Another of the peculiarities of these beings is that almost nothing precise is ever known
of their childhood and that their death remains in the necessary doubt and vagueness,
conducive to myth and legend. It is not known where they came from or where they
went. So it was, for example, with Rama, the legendary Aryan conqueror of India and
founder of the Brahmanic caste in Vedic times, who is still believed to live on the
summit of the sacred Mount Meru; so it was with Orpheus, in Greece, whose head still
sings along the river of time. And Krishna, in India, decides to die at the hands of his
enemies in order to convert them to his doctrine, resurrecting later. Jesus himself,
according to Keyserling, supremely fulfills the destiny of the magician and disappears
without his corpse ever being found.
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It is an extraordinary and mysterious event that happens from time to time in history. Let
us think for a moment of Muhammad, that anonymous camel driver, who one day, at the
age of forty, suffers a syncope and comes back from it transformed, to transform the
history of a whole world. It is as if a man were appointed by a mysterious finger and
chosen to embody and represent the innermost longings hidden in the soul of a given
society at a given time.
Gebauer, a contemporary German thinker, quite unknown to us, as is logical, and who
was, moreover, displaced by lesser disseminators, sustained a curious theory of the soul
of cultures, races or peoples, assigning to it totally own and defined characteristics and
coming to sustain the mystical conclusion that the object of individual life was to
surrender to this soul, putting itself at the service of the fulfillment of its destiny, which
finds its expression in national history. Thus it might come to pass that at certain
moments in the life of a people a mysteriously designated man might come to embody
this soul, losing himself to his own personality and becoming a medium, or a possessed
person, in whom, however, all see the incarnation of the myth that they themselves carry
within.
It is, once the myth has begun, as we have already said, that no one will be able to
interrupt its future development, which will follow the same fatal path of the symbols
and legends that throughout all this talk we have tried to explain.
Gentlemen, I am sure that you, after hearing these things, as well as I myself, after
studying and reading them before, will ask yourselves if perhaps they will also be
repeated in our time. For if Spengler's data are true today, it is only fair that Keyserling's
data should also be true. And it is extraordinary, gentlemen, to discover that it is so.
This talk is about myths and Antarctica. I have been talking all the time about myths,
and now you will see how they always come to be related to Antarctica and all that has
been said so far.
Well then, this disappearing of corpses, of lives that pass like cyclones or unleashed
forces, and that finally burn in their own fire, seems to remind us of something,
something very close and yet difficult to talk about, or even to allude to.
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In spite of everything we are going to try, because, as we have said, we must try to
understand our time, free of prejudices already, if we want to save ourselves from being
dragged into the total catastrophe.
In the year 1947 a strange book was published, which apparently could have passed for
just another book and which must be unknown to most of the public. It was an ordinary
book in its presentation and published under the sensationalist title Hitler is alive. Its
author claimed to be one Ladislao Szabó. This book was treated almost in the form of a
detective novel, and is surely the most extraordinary detective novel of our time. Written
in a passionate tone of hatred against the central character of his work, it is saved from
being one more political pamphlet in the already long history of hatred and wars - only
by unconsciously falling into the zone of legend and myth.
I will limit myself to summarizing what the book says without further comment.
Back in 1945, two German submarines arrived at the Argentinean coast of Mar del Plata.
The war had been over for several months and these submarines had spent all their time
at sea. They had a larger crew than necessary and were carrying a large cargo of
cigarettes, although none of the crew smoked, According to Mr. Szabó, it later turned out
that these submarines, which belonged to the most modern German constructions,
capable of remaining submerged for up to six months, were falsely classified, since the
designations U-530 and U-977, with which they appeared in the naval archives of the
German navy, corresponded to old units under repair in the ports. In this way it was tried
to make their disappearance unnoticeable in the final moments of the war. Mr. Szabó
claims that these U-boats were part of a "ghost convoy" that accompanied Hitler on his
journey to Antarctica. Having strayed away from him in the Atlantic due to storms or
other continuances, they lingered for a long time in the same places waiting for news or
clues. Needless to say, they did not know the object of the voyage, and the end of their
destination.
This is something like the legend of the Caleuche or the Phantom Ship.
For the author of the book, the haste with which the Americans sent planes to Argentina
in search of the U-boat crews is a sign that the Allies were already aware of the whole
affair or that they had serious suspicions of Hitler's real fate. The fact that his corpse had
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not been found until today and that some prisoners in Nuremberg had declared that
Hitler was alive and would return, induced them to maintain effective suspicions of his
present whereabouts. Also Admiral Doenitz, in 1943, made a strange statement, which
was reproduced by the world press, when he affirmed that the German submarines had
discovered in an impregnable point of the planet an earthly paradise for the Führer.
Thus, according to Szabó, the enormous expedition of Admiral Byrd to Antarctica, at the
end of 1946 and the beginning of 1947, with fleets of ships and planes, equipped with
radar and the most modern photographic apparatus, together with thermomagnetic
detectors, capable of discovering the existence of human life even in subway dwellings,
meant an expedition in search of Hitler, rather than in search of uranium or an exercise in
the training of material and men in polar struggles. Admiral Byrd's gesture of dropping
the United Nations flag from the air as he flew over the South Pole, as a symbolic act of
defiance in the loneliest region of the world, can only be explained in this way.
The book ends by calling for a new expedition to Antarctica in search of Hitler, because,
for its author, Hitler lives there inside a mountain, which he has excavated. His dwelling
has been prepared since the time of Captain Ritscher's German Antarctic expedition to
the quadrant opposite Africa, in the Queen Maud Lands, where the mysterious hot water
oases were found in 1939. There he lives, accompanied by his staff of fanatics and
Germany's best scientists, who had already discovered atomic disintegration and even
worse. He only waits now for the right moment to reappear from the ice and unleash the
new conflagration that will set the world on fire and in which he will win without the
need of an army or any country.
And Mr. Szabó's book ends with the extraordinary and fantastic supposition that Hitler
could have been subjected to the procedure of artificial freezing, in which the German
scientists had already obtained serious results, as it was demonstrated in the Nuremberg
trial, paralyzing the vital functions and returning to life rejuvenated at the previously
fixed moment.
Without further comment, we will make a point here.
Gentlemen, a certain dread must invade us. If we have followed attentively through all
this talk the story of myths and events that always repeat themselves, the anguish of
being only prisoners of an eternal and powerful ring overwhelms us.
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At the apex of the times we have lived through, we must stop and reflect: is everything
like a nightmare wrapped in beautiful and tragic tinsel, but a nightmare nonetheless? We
thought we lived in a time and in a world in which only the light of reason and positive
philosophy shone and suddenly we are struck by the suspicion that the very language of
empirical science could be only the language of a certain era, ours, which does nothing
more than repeat in its scientific idiocy the same argument and the same monotonous
history of eternity. Our age, at the end of its time, now in possession of the supreme
cosmic power, could well take the same ancient route as the Atlanteans. When at this
point science also fulfills the old myths of the Selknam and of Apollo reborn in the
northern ice, speaking, in its language, of the immortality of the body and of eternal
youth by means of the procedure of artificial freezing.
Once upon a time there was a man who, having reached this point by other ways,
suddenly went mad. It was Nietzsche, who upon encountering the discovery of the
Eternal Return and before falling into his dark night, wrote:
"Time is infinite in the universe and energy limited, therefore, in the eternity of time,
everything repeats itself, and not only history, but even your own lives. Therefore, joh,
you wretched men, oh, sick men, commit suicide, so that in the eternity of time your
torment may be lessened!
Here is the ring of the Eternal Return, which is fulfilled at the top as well as at the
bottom. What is its purpose? Should we surrender ourselves to Nietzsche's pessimism?
No, because if the matter is observed from the angle that we have done it, another
conclusion is approaching.
Myth is an inner reality of the soul, rather than an external event in the world. It is as if
the soul transposed to external reality laws and events of its own inner reason.
And, gentlemen, is it not then that the whole history of man is nothing more than an
external transposition of an exclusive drama of the soul? Is it not then that everything is
an illusion and that we are looking outside for something that only within us can have an
end? The first ancestors of the Selknam of Tierra del Fuego transformed themselves into
mountains and rivers and perhaps this is how it always happens, that is to say, everything
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that exists outside -even our physical body- is our fault, for continuing to project
outwardly the soul that should be withdrawn. Wilde said that nature imitates art. And so
it is, and because it is only an imitation of the soul, its law is monotonous and its
repetition eternal.
History thus considered must always repeat itself because it alone will be the eternal
expression of the drama of the human soul. And in its ultimate reality the soul moves in
search of itself according to a single law that lacks variation. For all this the myth, which
is the story in symbols of this unique drama, is also always one and identical.
The soul searches for itself in history, and when it has exhausted one path, it
catastrophically destroys it in order to be able to initiate another.
We, South America, we, the South, would be a new way.
Considered in this way, history, more than a sociological science, is a psychological
science, and in this way Spengler and Keyserling must be complemented by the
psychologist Jung who, referring to the Keyserlingian magician, describes him as a
victim of his own soul, as a being imprisoned by archetypal forces, by his own
passionate and tremendous mental creations. The soul must free itself from all this, must
free itself from myth and even from history, in order to reach the ultimate reality of The
Self, that which the Orientals call nirvana or purusha and the Selknam call Temauquel,
as Jung says.
This is what Jung says, but how to achieve it? And this he does not teach, it is indicated
by the myths, that is to say, it is indicated to us by our own soul since the beginning of
all times. We are a prodigal son who must return, seeking for it the old path of the ice.
Apollo's journey to the northern ice in search of eternal youth was symbolic, just as our
own journey to Antarctica should be symbolic. He who seeks to immortalize his body
externally by scientific procedures will be mistaken.
Because the character of the myth does not exist but within us.
Gentlemen, on our journey to Antarctica, as we approached those distant areas, the
ancient admonition of Pindar, the classical poet, began to resound in our ears: "Neither
by sea nor by land will you find the road that leads to the region of the eternal ice", and
it seemed to us even then that the poet was right. And it seemed to us, even then, that the
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poet was right. How to find it, gentlemen, when the region of the ices must only grow in
our own hearts? I understood that the real journey to Antarctica had to be made
inwardly. It was in my soul that I had to travel the anguished channels of an ancient
world emerged from the dread of eternity, where rain always falls and only water reigns.
It was there that I should face the inheritance and the psychic memory of the primitive
abject races, who were my brothers, who were myself, and continue without fainting, up
to where the signs of a distant and different world appear. The passage of the most sullen
sea should be done by enduring the nausea of myself, until one day I reach that last
corner where the ice of indifference and peace dwells. In order to conquer them for my
soul I would have to fight to the death with the black angel of creation, who pulses us
and defends his own illusory existence. If I triumph in this struggle, the mystery of the
marvelous oasis that exists in the center of Antarctica, where the warmth of eternal life
dwells, guarded by the ice of serenity, will open up for me. From there I will return
resurrected, reborn, if I wish, or I will raise my dwelling next to my primitive home.
And the symbol of all this is the swastika cross of arms in movement, in eternal return,
which dissolves and gives way to the most ancient and primordial cross of immobile
arms, which has stopped the external life and which must give us peace.
Gentlemen, it is with emotion that I remember my trip to Antarctica, searching
externally for something that can never be found. Because neither the character of the
myth exists outside of us, nor the external Antarctica will give us happiness. How many
will have traveled before me the path of the old waters! For them, for those lonely ones,
for those prisoners of the eternal myth and of the madness of creation, for those mistaken
ones who, nevertheless, search with desperation, let us remember the lines of that poem
by Nietzsche, that other forsaken one:
And crows caw, soon it will snow. Sad pilgrim, how pale you are. What thou hast lost,
thou shalt never find. Woe to the wretched man, without homeland or home, who at last
has reached full solitude!
Gentlemen, as a Chilean, that is to say, as an inhabitant of the Antarctic zone of the
world, which today begins to be born, I have wished to speak these things, perhaps too
difficult and obscure. Please forgive me if I have disappointed you in this talk, which
perhaps you promised differently. It is difficult, very difficult, to talk about these things;
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but I had to do it, because it is what I have felt in Antarctica. It will be one more
testimony in honor of that continent which, because of its vastness and fabulousness,
admits everything that can be said about it. I have gone there as a writer and as an artist,
and in this way it is up to me to talk about it. Others will do it differently and I bow
before them, ready to listen to them with all respect.
In conclusion, it only remains for me to thank you for the long time that you have been
kind enough to listen to me.
THE RETURN OF THE ICE
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The land of the Spirit is the famous region of ice, mentioned since ancient times and still
miraculously surviving.
Through the paths of one's own homeland one must seek it (the "bridal homeland"). The
landscape of the south of the world is a prologue that invites man to travel it in order to
save his life. On my journey to the ice I remembered all the journeys made by my soul in
the past, and I almost reached the first of them all. Today, on my return, I am still barely
here. At night, sleep carries me away and I return to that white world, far away, beaten
by the winds and loneliness. I wander with my nostalgic shadow over the great icebergs
and penetrate again through the narrow entrance of Deception Island. That world looks
like a lost constellation. What am I still looking for? What have I left there? What have I
forgotten? Red skies, skies of another world, water that stills and freezes in my central
sea. I go, because I wish to prolong this temporary passage of my humble light, in the
red twilights of Antarctica that, beginning early, last until the middle of the night of the
ice.
The following lines, which accompany the publication of the conference, deal with all
this and are something like a small history, a little tremulous, of our celestial family. And
something more. They are a sketch, like the conference itself; the resonance of a distant
motif, an insinuation, the glimpse of a theme for a more extensive work, hopefully that of
my own life.
I can scarcely remember how the departure was. And he who departed bore other eyes
and other dreams. Oh, victim of your own soul, how many roads, how many latitudes!
Do you even remember the day, the hour, when the sea raged, when the waves rose and
the roaring wind transformed your ship? Farther still, in the origins of time, there was
also another departure; someone was dropping tears of worlds and fingers of infinite
light parted from yours. Those fingers were soft and eternal; since then they remained
outside yourself, around you, invisible. Collapse after collapse, the journey continues.
Every effort you make for yourself must take you further and further down. Over there,
on a red horizon above the sea, drifting white ice floes. They are cold dead and they
come down from that part of the universe where the sea meets the stars. For you must
know that there are beings and worlds that still remain in the region of uncreated light,
beyond existence, at the limit and on the edge of all departures. They look at you with
their iceberg eyes, with their white souls and watch your path. They saw you arrive very
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close and then they saw you again incorporate your departure. They thought perhaps that
you were heading for the infinite waters, the distant fleets of I in yourself, the frozen
ghosts, the silent icebergs.
And you were about to, if it were not for your passionate heart, which errs at every step
and stretches out its hands of excited blood, affirming itself in everything that still
belongs to it. He also remembers the departure with a celestial voice, he has the certainty
of the fingers of light and pushes his old companion the soul towards tenebrous places
where everything is transformed. We sail over rails in the sea, over dark precipices, on
the edge of abysses. Who will preserve our life? Who will stop our collapse? Let us go
on! Anchors, hearts, trembling hands were stretched out. I did not want to die yet, I
saved the soul from the cold and extended my tears, my whole personality, all my
longing before leaving. It was a message sent to the heart of the world, to the very center
of human pain. It was a rope that, unwinding, held us together to all that we were
leaving. Life always fulfills our innermost desires. Everything is within us, and from
there, as from an inexhaustible womb, the forms of things emerge. The drama of light
and shadow, the existence of ice and love are resolved in intimate places. Live and think
bleeding in your own drama and you will see that the mystery surrounds you forever and
that your thought and your word become a source of living water! You will be the
creator of the world and the responsibility for everything that happens will be yours
alone.
Why do you wonder then if a crystalline bell begins to beat the sky, and its echoes have
broken the glass inside your heart? What fine and sonorous wounds begin to cover you!
Are they wounds that come from afar, or are they old wounds that open? The silver
metal of your blood drips delicate stalactites. Don't interrupt them, my son, let the
wounds grow, because everything must grow. Only one thing you do not know: will you
look at the wound from the outside, as one who looks at the dream of a man lying on a
road, or will you throw yourself inside, as into the very crater of the night? Then you
would fall headlong at breakneck speed. And everything would repeat itself as in the
first half of the already old story. I would not be able to follow you and I would see you
descend with your legs upwards, looking as if at the bottom of the water of an
unfathomable fountain. You can do it, if you want, nothing is forbidden to you and all
paths are children of your soul. In the great journey you can climb to the summit of the
ice, where there are heroes in white robes, or dive to the bottom of the dark waters,
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where the whales await you, who will devote themselves to you. In the depths of their
bellies you will inhabit mysterious cities, thick jungles, ignored histories, of a convulsive
red color. How few arrive there and can travel the antique currents of the waters, which
lead to the oases of a crazy and intense hidden fire! In this drama, in this unalterable
adventure, something more than life may be lost, time may be lost, form may be lost.
But do not trepidate, for eternity recovers you. While you dream, I wait for you and keep
in my mirrors the memory of your image. If ever you return, as if saved from the waters,
you will find me at the edge of the fountain, leaning down, to wash your body with my
tears and weep together the joy of your return. Ah, I will be at the threshold of a new
life, with my arms crossed, to embrace you!
And in this mysterious fundamental story an encounter has taken place.
When loneliness encircled the confines and the horizons of the ice were gradually
approaching, a boat emerged on the waves. Another being sailed these same waters, once
detached from the same center.
What's so strange about our meeting on the sea? I have seen in her hands the line of the
stars and in her eyes the memory of the first light. Between the ropes and the masts of
the ship her hair was pushed by the cold fury of the winds. My trembling soul, closed in
on itself, already accustomed to the vastness of the old ocean, hesitated when it saw the
small light appear in the distance. “Close your eyes, soul, and be on your way," I said.
But then the dawn of a voice spoke of my own childhood on the sea. And it said all that I
had forgotten and stretched out a hand over the angriest waves. How could I not take it?
Although I was on an iceberg, I risked my life melting the ice. I risked the prearranged
route. And I grabbed the hand and bled for an instant. For this encounter that will last in
the eternity of the sea as long as it takes for your ship to pass by my iceberg, I have
become a child again and light in the first dawn. And in your hands, the uncreated
softness and in your eyes, the long paths of ancient origin! Open your being, look at me
in your eyes, don't close your soul yet! Those golden bees, which are yours, and which
surround you like a crown of authentic pain, let them come to me and drink the blood of
my heart! I want to prolong this encounter in the sullen sea, to enamour my soul and
entangle my life in the ropes of your boat. If for this it is necessary to sink into the
waters, I will break the miracle of these delicate rails that hold me above the sea and
together with you I will descend to the immense bottom, in search of the red feverish
cities. If you know the paths, you will guide me, and I will not let go of your hand, nor
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will I ever stop looking into your pupils, where there is a cradle of primary pain. Come, I
shouted, amidst the fury of the winds, I will give you my life, my paths, I will tell you all
my memories! But the waves are already pushing us away, their ship is passing by. Up
there, in the stars, his path has also crossed mine and the hour has already sounded.
Because of this encounter, something definitive has happened in the realms of the world.
That is why that bell still resounds that bell that even the angels hear and that moves the
snow of the heroes. You will pass, we will pass, but the miracle of love fully
accomplished in the ritual of sacrifice, unconsciously performed, directed by the summit
of the heavens, love of the brotherhood of origin, has saved you! Now I understand, O
traveler of green eyes and sweet hands: it is the love that comes from God that performs
the miracle and sanctifies all paths. Together we left a long time ago and began to sail on
this drop of eternal water, which is perhaps a tear from heaven. Someone was bidding us
farewell in our house, someone who stood waiting at the edge of a fountain. After that, I
almost don't remember. Do you remember? Your paths diverged from mine and mine
from yours. Until this meeting in the middle of the wide sea. Let us try not to forget it.
Because of him we have gained security again, because his love has made it possible for
me not to go down to the bottom of the waters, not to travel through the tortured cities
and that you, who come from there, can begin to walk from where I now have my soul.
Traveler, all your life and your pains, your deliveries and your fire you have lived with
my soul. And my summits and my ice I have climbed with yours. Through the waves, I
give you my hand and my faith. I will carry forever the knowledge of what in you does
not change, folded there, around our own life, as around a lake where only eternal
images sleep; it will be enough for me to blow on the waters for you to emerge and hear
again your Voice and to feel your life, which is my own, in the bottom of the only heart
that the world has.